Jul. 9th, 2025 10:44 am
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i’m trying to come up with ideas for starting community events in my town.. all there really is right now is the nonprofits which are great and all but i’m interested in things like plant swaps and art events and shows, if i can entice bands to play here. my old town was a similar size and my friend managed to build up a scene, bands would actually come from bigger cities to play there! i asked her for advice because she had help of course but she really was the main person making things happen. i’m wondering if maybe getting a venue set up and just going for it would work, but i want people to actually show up and that’s the part i’m stuck on 

Jul. 9th, 2025 10:38 am
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current mood: scattered
current music: nothing
current beverage: big jar of water
current activity: waiting out a flareup
goal for today: i really really really need to pick up the pace on my paleo labs
i’m looking forward to… payday on the 15th!
i’m feeling grateful for… my internet friends :)
notes: my job is super flexible, which rules because i woke up feeling not great physically but i can wait it out, there’s no specific time i need to be at work. i also get to handle some fossils today which is always fun!

Appointments

Jul. 8th, 2025 11:58 pm
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Okay, I now have an appointment to get the new heat pump installed on July 28-29, and the duct cleaning on July 30. Lots to do between now and then. Today's experiment involved putting a small fan into the bedroom window and letting it run for hours, once it was cooler outside than inside. It did reduce the temperature in here from 87 to 79, which is something. Meanwhile, it was cool enough outside, where I was reading in the evening, that by 8 pm I needed a jacket.

In other news, I should report that J's parents' home is okay, after the big storm Chantal hit Chapel Hill. His mom had to do quite a lot of cleanup for someone who is 82, but it sounds like she's okay too. The restaurant where they normally get food to go every Tuesday is now closed, however, and a photo of its flooded condition appeared in the New York Times. I think the pool where they swim is closed as well.

Jul. 8th, 2025 04:43 pm
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current mood: surprisingly chill
current music: nothing.. the white noise of the ac is nice
current beverage: crisp, cold water
current activity: relaxing after work
goal for today: work 5 hours ✓
i’m looking forward to… geology adventure out in the field next week!
i’m feeling grateful for… how much progress i’ve made with something i’ve been hung up on for two years
notes: i thought i could sanitize my pots yesterday and i managed to do -1 (i broke a pot lol). i bought the supplies i needed after work so i can actually make some progress today, but i’ve also set a more realistic goal of two pots a day instead of trying to do them all at once 

More HVAC stuff

Jul. 7th, 2025 11:55 pm
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Today I “signed” the paperwork to get the new heat pump, but it may take 3-4 weeks… also they have to schedule a “permit” person and someone to double-check the measurements between now and then. Last night it only got down to 78 in my bedroom, although outside it was in the mid-50s, so today (given that it got up to 85 in here when it was 91 outside) I decided I would sacrifice the pollen-free status of my bedroom and open the window for a couple of hours before bedtime. It's around 63 outside, and I had imagined it would cool the room right down. Well, without a cross-draft, that’s apparently not going to happen. At 1:30 am it was 83 in here, and now, at almost 3 am, it’s dropped to… 82. I should find a fan tomorrow and see if it helps.

(Yesterday I bought a handy digital ambient temperature thermometer. I also can report that it’s 3-4 degrees warmer upstairs at J’s house than it is downstairs.)

Given that we’re going to have at least a week of 90+ weather, starting Friday, I had better accelerate the project of figuring out how to sleep in J’s guest bedroom. I should measure the window so I can start doing more to make it dark enough in there for me. (I can’t possibly sleep in his own bedroom – he needs it light in there so he can wake up, and he needs to wake up about four hours before me, which seems pretty disruptive.)

Oh right, I was going to report about the costs. I had two options: a standard model like I have now, which is either on or off, and an “inverter driven” model that is more energy efficient and goes at various speeds. The base price for the standard model plus installation is around $13K, and I’d get a discount for paying cash, so it would be $12K. The base price for the fancier model is about $17K, but there are various rebates and tax credits for that one, so although I have to pay more than $14K up front, the net cost to me is about $15 less than for the standard model (assuming the standard one doesn't also qualify for the tax credit? Maybe it does?). I just have to wait on the rebate from the manufacturer and the tax credit. My electricity bill should drop a bit, too. I went with that one.

Even though my sleep was a bit messed up last night, I did get enough rest that I was able to join them downtown for dinner. Our friend JC was visiting from Iowa!

Jul. 7th, 2025 04:08 pm
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current mood: good!
current music: unicorn by bel canto
current beverage: water.. i think i’ll put chia seeds in it :)
current activity: taking a moment to sit and chill. i was a little freaked out
goal for today: attempt some paleo labs
i’m looking forward to… dinner for my brother’s birthday!
i’m feeling grateful for… getting a new chance every day
notes: i’m planning to sanitize the old plant pots today and repot things tomorrow. it’s not a great time of year to do it, but i really need to get them out of that old soil. i started off today feeling really weird and upset… our power was out for five hours yesterday and it totally threw off my routine, which i have a hard time recovering from. i showered and took my meds and am sitting quietly for a moment not on my phone (aside from this journal entry!) and i’m feeling a lot calmer. my brother turns 19 in a few days, which feels crazy. we’re going out to a japanese restaurant to celebrate his birthday and i’m super excited for sushi and sake! also not to brag but i totally killed it with his gift this year, i can’t wait for him to open it. i’ve been working hard to feel better lately, i’m kind of in a rut, but i’m proud of the effort i’m making. i took a couple days off from adderall (it doesn’t feel great to take it all the time) so taking it today kind of gave me a boost i needed. i’m hoping to do some homework later. my ocd has been so bad i’ve done more erasing than drawing the past few times, so i had to put it down for a while. i think my testosterone levels were too low, but i’ve increased my dose now and i think i’m stabilizing a bit. anyway, i’m feeling grateful that even though today was a rough start i can try to have a better morning tomorrow, and i’m glad i’ve kind of turned my day around. if you’re reading this i hope you’re doing well too!

Book completed

Jul. 6th, 2025 10:27 pm
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The Lathe of Heaven, by Ursula K. Le Guin. I had procrastinated reading this book for a great many years – I had the idea that it was dark and stressful. The first few pages had me anticipating something along those lines, too. But soon I couldn’t put it down! It’s short and satisfying, and an especially fun (for me) aspect is that it’s set in Portland. Another thing I appreciated was that a book published in 1971 was certainly anticipating a lot of problems we’re familiar with today. I liked it very, very much.

Jul. 6th, 2025 11:44 pm
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i’ve been trying to work up the courage to throw away the plants that succumbed to the aphid infestation and i finally managed it tonight. i could have saved a few of them if i hadn’t responded with so much panic but i was simultaneously worried about my plants and worried about my apartment getting infested with ants, but moving them outside meant exposing already delicate plants to intense heat and light they weren’t accustomed to. i feel bad that i didn’t do a better job. i’m just learning, but i value plants a lot and it feels the same way that realizing the little betta fish i had as a kid didn’t have a great life did. i didn’t know any better, but that doesn’t change anything. anyway, the really hard part is that i had to toss the lilac as well. it wasn’t dead, but every new leaf died in about a week, it still had lingering aphids, and it had an incurable fungal blight that could infect other plants. it was a really difficult decision and it felt absolutely awful. i’m probably going to feel pretty bad for a little while, but overall it’ll be better not to be surrounded by reminders of the plants i’ve killed. i’m going to sanitize the pots and keep them around for future plants. i did learn one big lesson; my parents’ backyard has aphids!!! anything that was out there CANNOT come into my house!!

Book completed

Jul. 6th, 2025 01:16 pm
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Redwall, by Brian Jacques. I hadn’t read this book in a very long time, so it was interesting to find out what I thought again. My memories had been that the food sounds more delicious than I’d actually think if someone set it down in front of me in real life, the books seemed pretty formulaic, and especially the stereotyping bothered me, as in, why couldn’t there be any good rats, ferrets, weasels, stoats, or martens?

Now that I’ve read it again, though, I’m thinking that if you’re going to write children’s military fantasy, and if you’re going to be so violent and kill off quite so many people, it’s probably vitally important, ethics-wise, to characterize the bad guys as inherently, fundamentally bad, and to make all of the characters who die be animals of types that in real life are considered just fine to have die (via one’s cat, for example, if not more directly by humans). Otherwise it could be just too traumatic for the younger readers. There is, in fact, one species where individuals might be either good or bad, with the latter being worthy of death – the sparrows. And again, real-life children are unlikely to become personally attached to individual wild sparrows. (The foxes are bad but treated ambivalently by both sides).

So when we extrapolate from the story to the implied real-life-relevant messages, we get “enemies are generally unredeemably bad – a person’s goodness or badness is generally determined by their category rather than their individual actions” (which is not a message most of us would want kids to apply to humans) and “it may be sad to have animals die but don’t forget, these are just animals” (which does require some reflectiveness on the children’s part, since within the story they are hardly “just animals,” they are people).

Anyway! The parts of the story I most enjoyed were where Matthias leaves Redwall to go find the sword – visiting the sparrows at the top of the abbey, meeting the shrews who were thoughtlessly “democratic,” and exploring the quarry, which was far more beautiful than any real-life quarry I’ve ever heard of. I am still pondering over the decision not to name Constance’s friend the beaver – every time he appeared in the story he felt more like a strange mysterious animal than the person, because the author was making such a point not to name him. Strange!

Frustrations

Jul. 5th, 2025 11:51 pm
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J went to Cottage Grove today to try to qualify for a Magic tournament in November, and D and DG (who had already qualified) went along to help. There were only 14 players, and they easily qualified for top 8. Then it was set up that if J won his quarterfinals match, DG would concede to him in the semi-finals and D would concede in the finals, and he'd be set. So he was pretty frustrated to lose his quarterfinals match, given that the other two had gone to so much effort for him. He's even thinking he may go to the November event anyway and try to qualify in a "last chance" event.

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