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Laura ([personal profile] eve_prime) wrote2025-09-08 07:34 pm
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Book completed

Long Boat: Star Crossing (Long Boat #1), by Matthew Ambrose. Last year I got to read this book my friend's friend had self-published, and it was a lot of fun. Even though there was plenty of action and suspense, the overall feel was "cozy," and the Christianity of several (many?) of the crew members reflected quite well on the religion. So if you're in the mood for some cozy, gently Christian space opera by a good storyteller with a knack for writing about technology in ways that are easy to picture, I can definitely recommend this book. This time through, I got to suggest copy-edits, which should make it into the next printed edition, whenever that will be. (It's mostly just a matter of commas.)
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Laura ([personal profile] eve_prime) wrote2025-09-07 11:56 pm

Lovely Sunday evening

I got to read outside again this evening (I’m slowly chipping away at three longish books), and at sunset we walked over to the middle school baseball field and back. It’s the time of year when every day that’s warm, dry, and free of smoke is precious. There’s little risk of it getting too hot. I think today’s high was 79 degrees – just right!
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bibi ([personal profile] keiara) wrote2025-09-07 09:14 pm
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opposites attract

i've started and watched 6 episodes of lycoris recoil so far today and i'm loving it but chisaro stressing me the hell out. girl if you dont just kill that nicolosi-looking motherf*cker with some real bullets.... 🤦‍♀️
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Laura ([personal profile] eve_prime) wrote2025-09-06 11:52 pm

Saturday bits

Today J, D, and DG drove down to Cottage Grove for another qualifier for a big Magic tournament, which will be in Portland in four months or so. DG had already qualified. In today’s event, J and D ended up in the finals, and J won. They’ll be going back a week from tomorrow for a third qualifier, to see if D can win this one.

It was great to be able to read outside again, last night’s storm having cleared the air beautifully. I hope tomorrow will also be warm; we expect rain on Monday.
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Laura ([personal profile] eve_prime) wrote2025-09-05 11:56 pm

Babe in the city, lightning in the sky

This week’s Friday movie was Babe: Pig in the City. I’d seen it many years ago, and all I could remember was that it involved Mrs Hoggett and a city, and that I’d really liked it. I didn’t like it nearly as much this time, but it was certainly an interesting spectacle. Unfortunately, our online host is afraid of monkeys and apes, and the movie prominently featured a whole extended family of them, so she wasn’t happy.

Later we had a dramatic thunderstorm that lasted maybe two hours, with most of the lightning straight overhead. Azalyn thought it was pretty scary. I liked the way the ensuing rain cleaned the smoke out of the air – actually, the incoming storm front had done that, when I went for a walk after the movie. We’re expecting a half an inch of rain on Monday, too, so if tonight’s lightning sets new fires they shouldn’t last long, with luck.
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Laura ([personal profile] eve_prime) wrote2025-09-04 11:53 pm

September busyness

Today I started the process of submitting that paper to the journal where it has a long-shot chance (one in seven). The process was quite straightforward until I got to the part where I needed to confirm that I had permission to name all the people I listed in the acknowledgments section, which is a relatively new requirement. That put the whole thing on hold until I could hear from a dozen people. It seemed like a pain, but actually it was great – they all wrote back with cheerful encouragement!

J. and I have tons of cleaning to do before his parents visit in mid-October, and my main job (for now) will be to sort through the 25+ boxes I moved from my garage to his garage in July for the heat pump replacement. In theory I could just move them all back, but I’d rather take advantage of the opportunity to sort them. My plan is to look through one box almost every day between now and the end of the month. Today’s box had electronics in it – I discarded three keyboards and two 56K modems (speak up if you want one!), and I organized at least a dozen cables and cords. Tomorrow I’ll set up a card table; crouching like that isn’t good for my lower back.

Then, this evening, J started playing the long-awaited sequel to Hollow Knight, which is called Silksong and features Hornet, a major character in the first game. Eight years is a long wait for a video game! It’s every bit as gorgeous as the first game, and they wisely went with the same amazing composer. Unfortunately, we’re going to have to research the accessibility settings, since Hornet is much bouncier than the original character, and it was pretty problematic for my visual vertigo. I sure hope we can figure it out. Already I have learned to shut my eyes for most of the battles.

So, even though the air has gotten smoky outside, we are pretty busy indoors. I’d still like to do more reading out there – we’ll see.
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Laura ([personal profile] eve_prime) wrote2025-09-04 01:00 pm
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The Circle Opens: Magic Steps, by Tamora Pierce. Circle #5. Now we get four books with the kids (now age 14) separated from each other but still with their personal teacher, and they each find themselves taking on a magic student, because the rule in their community is that if there isn’t a specialist to help a new student, the one who discovers them is responsible for teaching them. Sandry, our young aristocrat and magical weaver, is now living with her uncle the duke and helping him run his domain, in the wake of a heart attack. He’s getting better, but suddenly there’s a mysterious string of magical murders of members of a merchant family (mmmmmm!), and Sandry finds herself in the middle of the investigation while helping a boy from a law enforcement family learn to handle his unusual skill of magical dancing. The story is okay – interesting, even – but as with the last book, don’t let yourself get attached to any characters who aren’t essential to the plot.
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Laura ([personal profile] eve_prime) wrote2025-09-03 08:37 pm
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The Dallergut Dream Department Store, by Miye Lee. This generally light and entertaining book has sold over a million copies in Korea, and I can see why it’s a popular sensation. Penny applies to work in the five-story emporium where sleepers (both humans and animals) show up to purchase their dreams; they pay with the emotions they experience after waking, or sometimes after thinking about what they’ve dreamed and incorporating its message into their lives. The dreammakers – an equivalent of film directors in the waking world – are celebrities, each with their own specialty. We readers learn what it’s like to work for Dallergut in the department store, and we also glimpse moments in the lives of his customers, as the dreams work their psychological magic. Very fun.

(I should add that our library has this shelved under Mi-ye Yi, an alternate spelling of the author's name, which is a tad confusing!)
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mads ([personal profile] beehaiku) wrote2025-09-03 10:41 am

posting from an english class and it's such a waste of my timeeeeeeeeeee
i think my last class today is also going to feel the same and it's a three hour class. i love love love my first MWF class (paleoecology!) and then the rest of the day i'm stuck wishing i was doing something actually productive/useful. especially with this english class. it's equivalent to composition 1, a pretty universal freshman class (and i'm in year 5 of undergrad now -_-) and i should have gotten credit for this TWICE OVER. but because i was in a weird honors program at my last college the credit didn't transfer and because i'm already a junior (again, fifth year junior) they can't take my AP score anymore either. whatever i just wish i was taking something interesting and/or useful with this time. most frustratingly the academic issues that came up for a myriad of reasons at my old college mean that even though i was in an honors program there i can't be in the program here, which isn't a big deal except it feels like i put in all that extra work for no reason. but staying at a private christian university any longer would have killed me, i couldn't even go to class because people openly gawked at me??? strange world. whatever whatever i carry on
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Laura ([personal profile] eve_prime) wrote2025-09-02 03:28 pm

Book completed

Stories Are Weapons: Psychological Warfare and the American Mind, by Annalee Newitz. I learned about this book from Worldcon and also saw the author in one of the panels. As a narrative psychologist specializing in public discourse, it was very interesting for me to see what a journalist (who also writes speculative fiction) thinks about the field.

On the one hand, they (Newitz is non-binary) aren’t being systematic in the way I would try to be. For example, they aren’t being precise about using the word “story.” People use “story” and “narrative” in a variety of ways – to refer to a particular telling of a particular story (like, for example, Robin McKinley’s Beauty) or to the generic version of a particular story (which in this case is the story “The Beauty and the Beast,” about a particular woman named Beauty and her history with an unnamed shape-shifted human in beast form), or, even more generically, the “story” of how a woman might find herself trapped in a relationship with a troubled man and perhaps transform him into the man she knows he could be – which doesn’t sound all that healthy, when you’re being that generic about it.

Instead of being systematic about the topic (and the term “story”), Newitz’s book is more of a history and an exploration. As such, it’s quite interesting and pointed out to me some important places in the field that I haven’t devoted much attention to. My work focuses on people telling stories and meta-stories in good faith, although sometimes for what most of us would consider evil purposes – they are describing the world as they see it and speculating what could happen. Of course, people also strategically lie! Newitz discusses disinformation and misinformation (and I saw a distinction between them but if it was in this book I’m not finding it again) – non-factual stories deliberately fed to the public to influence them. (The Internet tells me that disinformation is false information spread deliberately to deceive people, while misinformation is false information spread inadvertently where there’s no intent to deceive. Of course, on social media, people can plant disinformation which others spread as misinformation.)

They also focus extensively on military psyops, for which the handbook was created by Paul Linebarger, who I was familiar with under his pen name, Cordwainer Smith. They discuss the history of propaganda, malicious slander (as in the book, The Bell Curve, which “explains” – using seriously flawed data – that Black people on average are just not as smart as white people), culture wars over comic books, research on authoritarianism and what appeals to people who think like that, etc. I was especially interested to learn that Ben Franklin engaged in writing anonymous disinformation propaganda, because I’ve been using a journalistic piece based on his propaganda in my own writing, not knowing that this inflammatory passage was itself based on something Franklin wrote to deceive the public.

I also really enjoyed reading the history of the Coquille people, since I grew up on the Oregon coast and knew something of them already and have seen the leader whose story Newitz tells. Newitz also met with my colleague Ajit Maan! Another person described in the book also has deep connections in Eugene and used to spend a lot of time with his child at our public library. Newitz’s ideas about “applied science fiction” bear further consideration and reminded me of the “New Mythos” group I’ve participated in, although it currently seems to have become inactive.

For an energetic, thought-provoking, and wide ranging exploration of the use of stories in the public sphere, I definitely recommend this book – but I hope to supplement it with more systematic discussions too.
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Laura ([personal profile] eve_prime) wrote2025-09-01 06:38 pm

Resolutions: August report

My main resolutions success for August was the completion of "Book 2" of Koestler's The Act of Creation - it was definitely worthwhile for me to have finished it, and I wouldn't have done so without my resolution. For September I think I'll commit to Caste: The Origins of Our Discontents, by Isabel Wilkerson.
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Laura ([personal profile] eve_prime) wrote2025-08-31 11:59 pm

Hollow Knight

The long-awaited sequel to the game Hollow Knight comes out on Thursday, and J is playing through Hollow Knight as a lead-up to the big event. I think the last time he had seriously played any of it was in 2021. I could instead read while he plays, but it would be hard not to watch! Between the extraordinarily beautiful art and the extraordinarily beautiful music, I'm quite content - although it is certainly taking up a lot of our time.

Also today, he took a long bike ride to the Middle Fork of the Willamette - about 15-18 miles round-trip, nearly all on bike paths, then I met him at our neighborhood park and we walked home together. Only a few more weeks left in the year for biking like that.
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tundra ([personal profile] essexcats) wrote2025-09-01 03:33 am
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julia

julia, she sits by the edge of a mountain
calling to mind all the things she has seen
thick and unused, hands of a writer
alone in the dreams of all she could have been

julia, she lays on her own empty casket
this moment lasts no more than 2000 years
pagantry fills up her veins with the visions
of the future she paints with a dent on her lips

this life has betrayed her own soul so badly
all she could do was cry over her sins
sins that pilled up in an unending travesty
that flooded her brain with the rage of her fears

julia sings with no life in her voice
accepting the path that has led her to this
she squints in the sun and whispers in dust
feeling the famine bring her down to her knees

no angel, no devil, just a name on a grave
cursed with the chance to try yet again
for how many times will the cycle remain
how many new ways to put julia in pain

a husband, a mother, a friend or a foe
all blur in delirium, under summer's glow
for what had she been, how long could it go
she'd never been anyone, anyone would know

the waste of her strengths, her tears and her eyes
no matter the trenches, the cuts on her thighs
no matter the prayers she made on those steps
julia will wither into nothing instead

her nails, her dress, her never-ending woes
julia's fetching water the 100th time in a row
there's nothing more to it, in this dead end road
than the million lost julias she could never grow

put in dirt and rotations of the moon and the globe
it all never really mattered, she was never really gone
her name through the airs, instrusive, occult
the presence of julia remains
when i look
she's been here
all along.
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Laura ([personal profile] eve_prime) wrote2025-08-30 11:53 pm

Active

I was pretty active today, for someone recovering from whatever. It was the first football game of the year, and I use football games as a good way to structure "getting stuff done" in the livingroom, which included a fair amount of cleaning. Then as soon as the game was done, J let me know he was biking back from the river, so I walked down to the park to meet him. It was such a lovely temperature, and the sky was nicely clear! I then rested a bit and read, and chatted with D for about an hour when he came to visit, but as soon as the cats were inside J's house for the evening I mowed his lawn. So much! I hope I won't regret it - I don't have to do much tomorrow, at least.
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Laura ([personal profile] eve_prime) wrote2025-08-29 11:53 pm

Isle of Dogs

Tonight’s Friday movie was Isle of Dogs, which is a stop-motion film by Wes Anderson about a crisis for dogs in a community in a fantasy version of Japan. As with all Wes Anderson films, it was highly quirky. I was exactly in the mood for it and enjoyed it very much! However, I can see that many Japanese people and Japanese-Americans could be uncomfortable with the weird portrayal of Japan. For my part, I have plenty of media exposure to both actual Japanese culture and fantasy versions of Japan, and I can totally box this one up and treat it as “one American guy’s bizarro vision” rather than somehow reflecting much on actual Japan. It reflects on Wes Anderson (and his team). I’ll definitely watch it again but I may be cautious about recommending it to others.
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Laura ([personal profile] eve_prime) wrote2025-08-29 09:12 pm
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Circle of Magic: Briar’s Book, by Tamora Pierce. This book was rather dark and sad – the city where the four kids live is stricken with a plague of “blue pox,” which has never before been encountered, and Briar finds himself in the thick of it, at first quarantined with a sick friend and many of the other early patients, and later helping the magical research team work on identifying a cure. The ongoing theme is “how many of Briar’s friends will die?” The one highlight of the book is that we get to know much more about Dedicate Crane, who is well known for his difficult personality – that part is excellent.
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Laura ([personal profile] eve_prime) wrote2025-08-28 11:51 pm

Status!

As I told J today, I keep forgetting that I’m sick, and that’s not good, ha ha – because if I use “healthy” as my baseline I feel rather cruddy, but if I use “sick” as my baseline, I feel great. I went to the library, got gasoline, did some shopping, and later took a walk around the block. Surely I am on the mend. Our air quality was a bit poor on Tuesday but okay since then.

I think I mentioned that I’ve been adding tons and tons of additional academic references to the book manuscript I wrote about two years ago – for the past 15 months I’ve been reading up on related fields so that the academic support is broader, since I probably need to turn it into an academic book. I have a couple of academic presses that I’m considering, but first I should try one more academic journal, so I cut the whole thing down into a “working paper” of 65 pages, and this week I’ve been making a 40-page version of that. Only 12 more lines to cut! It’s a long shot. I’d sure like to get back to my original project, and as soon as this one is a turned in manuscript, whether as a paper or a book, then I can do so.
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Laura ([personal profile] eve_prime) wrote2025-08-27 11:54 pm
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Book completed

Liberty’s Daughter, by Naomi Kritzer. This was fun! I can’t remember ever reading a book that took on libertarianism quite so explicitly, and it was very effective. Beck Garrington is 16 years old, smart and competent, and has lived most of her life on the sovereign seasteads 220 miles west of Los Angeles. She soon discovers there’s a lot more going on behind the scenes. After all, if laws are minimal or non-existent, who’s going to make sure you treat your employees well? It’s suspenseful and satisfying, and I think someone should make a movie of it.
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Laura ([personal profile] eve_prime) wrote2025-08-27 08:05 pm
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The Complete Guide to College Transfer: Find Your Ideal School, Maximize Your Credits, and Earn Your Degree, by Jaime Smith. This book on how to transfer from one institution of higher learning to another is thorough, practical, and highly accessible. I myself transferred three times, bringing the college credits I’d earned while still in high school to the University of Oregon, then taking several classes from the Peralta Community College system in Oakland and Alameda while applying to the University of California at Berkeley. From this book, I can tell that the process is even more complicated now – but the author understands the process very well, and her book fills an important need for young American students. The case studies show the reader that even the most challenging situations can be addressed successfully.

(And yes, the author is one of my closest friends.)
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mads ([personal profile] beehaiku) wrote2025-08-27 10:17 am

ugh core classes set up with freshmen are so condescending. like i'd be offended even as a freshman but i'm on year 5 of undergrad now T_T